I am, quite honestly, in a rut. I live in an area where no jobs area available, and I have no form of transportation to get me to an area where there are any. Until January, I am effectively bound in my unemployment. Why January? Because then I am moving (with the help of friends) to Portland, Maine where there is a school that seems to be far more cost effective than the local ones.

This is pure insanity seeing as I have a state scholarship that is supposed to cover everything from tuition to housing, but every place I've checked I will have to have extra money due to having to buy a car so I can travel to and from the school to my housing unit. This school is fairly close to where I would be living and I can take a public bus for very little money. On top of that, the housing and school tuition together cost less than half of the last school I looked at around here. Like I said, pure insanity.

Regardless of all that, I still find myself in a bind. It's little known, but not exactly a secret that I am a FtM. Once I move to Portland, I am planning to start seeing a therapist and moving things along. I will have a part time job, but that still won't cover everything and insurance will laugh in my face if I request they cover it. This leaves me looking for ways to pad my wallet via the internet.

I can't draw these amazing images like most of the people here, nor can I take breathtaking photos with a high-speed, high-dollar camera. I'm afraid my skills are limited to coloring in line arts, manipulating/editing existing artwork, pixel dolls. I've had a few requests for some of my dolls to be put into the prints they sell on the site, and I am willing to do so if given permission by the creators.

Also, I am considering starting a small online shop where I could print these completed dolls onto shirts, cups, stickers, mouse pads and things of that ilk. If you have any bases you are willing to allow me to use for such an endeavor, or are otherwise looking to support this ill-lucked trannyboi, please link me to the doll base or leave me a message.

Thanks, and sorry for making you read so much.